"Admiring Across a Distance"

I tell myself tales of love born in a fantasy land
Tales that must be explored once again
Distant beauty is the only kind outside of
    that outside of myself, so close yet
    soon afar
Gaze across the chasm, revisit the
Sensation of nothing to lose
Time is never lost, feelings cannot rebound
So go, slice your glorious heart and
 splatter afar
Without unbridled affection, lost in the [???] sea,
    look to afar, look and go
Upon arrival nothing is clear, intentions at the
   Slightest never have been
Forgo your mortal woes and cherish
Moments however you can stand
Eye to eye, claw to face,
No blood shall gaze here but churn
and churn
Until there's nowhere left to go
But back to the nowhere where you belong - wherever that may be
As long as the blood burns outward
Your eyes shall follow